I'm sorry.

Do you know what it is like to not share a soul?
Do you know what it is like to lose your best friend?
I tell myself that there is someone else out there for me, but I don't know about fate anymore.
When your all alone, everyday is eternity stuck in limbo, and there's nothing you can do about it, so you just deal. And by deal I mean drink until you forget, have that cigarette, and watch another episode of Skins. When that fails, you have a quick cry and watch some more. What can you do eh? Just keep going because it's the only thing you can do.

I need to stop returning to my own vomit for good.